Sarah Diane :)

So I leave for the cruise today. I am so excited! I just hope that everyone can get along fine cause I don't like drama and I get enough of it at school so I don't need it over break. When I get back from the cruise I'm going to Disney for a day. YAY! I haven't been to Disney in like a year and a half or something. I'm also gonna hang out with Megan cause I don't do that enough and I miss her. Then who knows what else. It's getting kinda sad that we only have one quarter left in high school but at the same time I am so excited about going away in like 5 months. Have a good spring break!

Winterfest was probably one of the best experiences of my life. I'm so sad that was the only time I ever get to go. I hate that pretty soon I'll be leaving all the friends that I've made throughout high school and the people that I'm just starting to get to know. At the same time I am so excited about going to college and meeting all new people. Now I better go work on my project for environmental.


2 days till Keith Urban!!!

Yay for tomorrow being Valentine's Day and being without a Valentine!

So last week was probably one of the best weeks I've had in a really long time. Monday started it off with wing night at Frogger's. Tuesday nothing exciting happened. Wednesday was Highway which was a lot of fun. Thursday was the fair and making smores at Sam's house. Friday was Catch 22. Finally, Saturday was supposed to be my last debate tournament but when Lauren called and said she was sick it turned into hanging out with Ashley which is always fun.

So far I think this week has the potential to be better than last week. Tonight is wing night, Wednesday is Highway, and Thursday we leave for Winterfest!!

I love life right now!!!!

I'M GOING TO THE KEITH URBAN CONCERT ON FEB. 23RD!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!

I feel like 100 times better than I did two days ago. It's amazing how the littlest things can change my mood so much, but I'm really happy that they can. This week turned out to be pretty awesome despite what happened Wednesday. :)

So two days ago I was not looking forward to this year starting. I mean this is the year that my whole life will change. Now I'm actually starting to look forward to the changes coming up, and who says that everything has to change. The first two days of 2006 have been pretty exciting. As long as I can make it through school things will be awesome. I really don't have anything else to say. Until next time <3

i want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous.
i want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
someone who is more goofy than romantic.
a boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb.
someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion games & then let me win.
a guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
he'd played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings.
someone who i could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
we'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house.
but mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart.
he would just always make me smile.

Just to let everyone that reads this know, I cut my hair. It's pretty short, but I think I like it. I was in the mood for a change, and change I got. :)

Well I found out that I got accepted to Florida Gulf Coast which is the college that I really want to go to. That's one less thing for me to stress about, so that's good. I feel like I should be a lot happier though. I mean don't get me wrong I'm happy and everything but I've been waiting for this for a pretty long time and now that I found out I'm just like okay that's nice, let's move on. Maybe I just need to let it sink in, or maybe I'm letting myself get to upset about other stupid stuff to actually get excited about something major. Ohh well, everything else is going alright I just wish I could spend more time with some people because the people I care about most are the people I see the least. I still have tons of fun with the people I do spend a lot of time with but sometimes its just not the same. For instance, I used to spend so much time with Megan, but ever since our fight last year we haven't been able to get back to that. I haven't even hung out with her in like a month which makes me sad. Then there's Katie, who I haven't really been able to hang out with in what seems like forever. I pretty much only talk to her like once maybe twice a week and that makes me sad too. There's other people that I wish I hung out with more but I don't really feel like getting into that right now.
On the plus side, I had an awesome weekend. I saw Harry Potter with Ashley on Friday. It was really good! I'm seeing it again with my brother when he comes down for Thanksgiving. Then Becky came over and we had lots of fun. We made a list of things that we have to do at some point and made silly music videos. Saturday I went to the Griffin's for a football party. I only stayed for like an hour cause football doesn't really interest me when everyone else is taking it so seriously. After I left I went out to Ashley's and hung out with her and the little girl she was babysitting until Brittany and Becky came over. We made really awesome shirts even though they looked really goofy. Sunday I went to church, then to the youth vs. young adults football game for a little, then went to Hannah's to work on our project for environmental for a little while. So that's pretty much all that's going on with me right now. :)

I just thought I would let everyone know that life is pretty awesome right now. :)

So I decided to start writing in this again because not having a job and not caring about school work anymore leaves me with plenty of time to kill. Plus there's too much going on in my head at any given moment for me to ever get to talk to people about. Anyways now that I'm done explaining myself let's take a look at what's going on in my life. I doubt anyone will read this but I'm going to vent about stuff anyways. So there's these two guys, and I kind of like both of them even though I don't want to like either of them. The first guy isn't the type of guy that you ever seriously consider dating. I mean who wants a boyfriend that's a complete jerk? I've been through enough of those to know I don't want it again, but for some reason I can't completely get over him. It sucks. Then there's this other guy who could potentially be an amazing boyfriend. The problem, I don't think I want that either. It seems like that should be the guy I go after, but I always wind up hurting guys like that. I don't want to hurt anyone especially not this person. Then again I don't even think he likes me, so in reality I may have no problem except for getting over both of these guys for good. I can't seem to understand why I can always tell when other people like each other but never when someone likes me or even when I really like someone. I wish I had someone who pointed that kind of thing out to me, but if I did then I probably wouldn't listen to them. Well I feel a little better now...